thank you

for making leaving you behind so easy. i hope you never change, because if you keep going like this you won't have anyone left, you fucking cunt. good riddance.

work experience today

Didn't do much, really. Sat on myspace and facebook for a looooong time, sat in at a few meetings, ate some guys birthday cake, went to supre to buy a dress for a photoshoot that's happening after i leave, probably spent too long on my lunch break. Eh.

'west terrace shuffle'

has no deep underlying meaning to it. driving into town with my parents this morning, when we got off west terrace mum said "right, we survived the west terrace shuffle" and it appealed to me. maybe it's pretentious, maybe i'll change it again soon.

This is the first day of my life

Swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain
Suddenly everything changed
They're spreadin' blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
Think I was blind before I met you
I don't know where I am
I don't know where I've been
But I know where I want to go
So I thought I'd let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realized that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home

I remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange
You said everything changed
You felt as if you'd just woke up
And you said,
This is the first day of my life,
Glad I didn't die before I met you
But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy.

So if you wanna be with me
With these things there's no telling
We'll just have to wait and see
But I'd rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery

Besides maybe this time it's different
I mean I really think you'll like me

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I REALLY HATE

people who are angry all the time! why are you so angry! what's happened to you to make you like this!
Don't you just wanna grab their shoulders and try to shake it out of them and tell them to grow up, life's too short to complain about everything!
i'm a massive hypocrite writing this, i know :V but for the time being i'm happy

this weekend

subway, transformers, new people, inside jokes, singing alive with the glory of love at the top of my lungs, finishing the book we're reading in english, reading my favourite book, talking to my brother, losing my eyeliner, pissing off georgias sister, fitting eight teenage girls into one car, confusing hungry jacks drive-through employees, cherry coke, hawaiin pizza all over the back seat, lots of gossip girl, chocolate fountain, more inside jokes, attempting to stay awake until the sun rise, phone alarms, waiting for public transport, seeing will, rundle street, torrens, king william street, home, dinner, blogging.
i'm so happy :)
work experience tomorrow. i'm going to some advertising agency or somethinggg. it'll be good but bad, good because it's an amazing place bad because i'm so painfully shy around new people.

transformers breakdown.

not really, to be honest i'm too tired, i was 'resting my eyes' in the cinema tonight, and i actually fell asleep watching a movie in aus studies the other day. last day of my first semester of year eleven today, so glad i don't have any school for the next three weeks, i reeally need the break, i've pretty much been studying my ass off for the last ten weeks and it took a lot out of me. at least now i'll be able to answer all your questions about the civil rights movement (history), of mice and men (english), how to speak german (...german), studio portraiture (photography), or gallipoli (aus studies).
notice how i intentionally left out maths of the list of things i know stuff about.
yessss i think i'm over-tired *stays up*
fucking hell, i'm meant to be talking about transformers.
well, eh, *shrugs*, maybe i would've liked it more if i had less oestrogen and more testosterone. it was basically 80% robot alien fight scenes, 90% lame slapstick jokes (that i laughed at), 5% megan fox and 5% storyline/dialogue. seriously, at one stage of the movie, two robots were fighting in a warehouse, i phased out for a few minutes and the next thing i knew, two different robots were fighting in a forest. and it went for too long and the last about half an hour i had absolutely no idea what was going on, except that they were in egypt and somehow the us army was involved.
seriously though, why do american movies always portray the us army as saving the world? why are they the only country that matters? fucking nationalism. haha, i joke, i joke. please don't shoot me.
megan fox is hot.

post script: i bought my formal ticket yesterdayyyyyyyyy ^-^"

can't wait to get my film developed

cause i've taken photos of a lot of antics over the last few weekends ^-^

my day tomorrow

maths = class party
german = class party
photography = gotta get my assignment finished once and for all! -___-"
aus studies = class party
english = class party
history = watching a movie
and thennnnnnnnn
WORK EXPERIENCE HOLIDAYS GEELONG BIRTHDAY HOLIDAYS FORMAL
reowww

I hate you

because I don't.
You're making it really hard for me to stay away from you, but I'm staying strong.

to do

- stop wearing my heart on my sleeve so much
- stop procastinating
- get a job

Shit!

Nothing makes sense!
so i won't think about it. i'll go with the ignorance.
eat sleep fuck and flee, four words that's me. i am full of indifference.
I love max bemis yesss, the day i saw say anything in concert was quite seriously the best day of my life.