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I frequently find myself wondering how much of the personality I have is because of who I am, and how much of my psyche is just my teenage hormones? I also wonder how much of me is me, and how much is my parents genetics and the way they brought me up. I don't know. I've been overthinking everything tonight and I've had about 47328239 mood-swings just while I was writing this. Fuck, I just want to sleep for 3 months and wake up when I get to finally go to the other side of the world where I belong.