It finally happened

I saw a photo of myself from when i was going out with you, and i wondered what you were doing wasting your time on me. I've been waiting for this day for a long time.
I think it's a good thing, it means i've grown up since then.
It's a bad thing, maybe if i met you now i would've dealt with things better.
I shouldn't think about you so much. sometimes i wish the company from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind was real.