I'll probably never be able to post a really long blog about really deep things ... I've written a lot of stuff that's never seen the light of day, I'd feel to vulnerable with people knowing all that stuff.
And the truth is, there's a lot of things that I don't really share with anyone. I know I shouldn't, but ... I do.
This is also why I'm relatively quiet in real life and it's hard for me to tell people how I feel sometimes. I'm shy when I first meet people because I don't expect to be liked.
I don't know, maybe that's crazy and immature, but it's who I am.