i have

an awful secret

List of bad ways to wake up

- late in the morning/early afternoon
- after a good dream and you can't sleep again
- being in a good mood until you remember something bad that happened
the night before
- being choked by an iPod
- too hot
- too cold
- blankets that are too heavy
- when someone else wakes you up
- when you wake up and realise you're already late
- wearing a bra
- when your face feels disgusting and dirty from the make-up left on
your face from the night before
- phone or iPod's about to go dead

I don't know what this says about me

but I just realised that all my favourite Say Anything songs are about
sex or hate, haha.

I'm

in Sydney!

I think I'm going to steal

My auntie's new dog!
Jkskskl it's so cute!

I sort of realised ho

w fucking repetitive this blog is. So expect to hear less from me probably.

-

Last night

was good even if the bands weren't.
And there was hail all over the lawn when I woke up?! First time in my life I've ever seen so much.

I feel very

alive. In a quiet unnoticable sort of way.
Goodnight world.

Why are you in school?

are you here for your parents or for you? So they'll be a little pissed off, what're they gonna do, spank you?
Reputation? Who gives a fuck about reputation. The only person you have to answer to is yourself. You make your own rules. The minute you figure that out your free.
- Hugo

Every time any body speaks your name

I still, feel the same. I ache, I ache, I ache, inside.

Hm, things I want to learn on the piano

- Regina Spektor songs
- Last Day on Earth
- Hallelujah

Mm. This weekend was okay. I'm trying to view the world more positively and it's harder than it sounds, haha.